Hitting big at any cost. Does anyone ever remember who came second? Always better to win than being first loser. I pursued a gold medal as if it were real gold. It meant more than anything to me to stand on that top step, not because I wanted to be rich, but because I had learned from my dad that whatever we do, it is about winning.
To me, winning makes all the sacrifice worth it. The path to success is gruelling and mean, so there’s always a price to pay. You have to compromise if you want gold to hang from your neck. Bigger goal tag means a higher price to pay. There aren’t any shortcuts to winning. The terms and conditions are simple and must be met: you have to work harder than anyone else.
Tyche demands honesty, not guile. She sees it all, won’t allow fools and cheaters. She knows that to achieve, you need the burning desire that winners will accept at any cost. If compromised, your pride is lost because results will never come. If bargained with, the contract is nullified, and a colossal mountain of guilt will haunt you for rest of your life. Success will be born from your own creation but watch the path you take as there’s a lot at stake. Walk the less travelled path to success, be different, take risks and trial the impossible. Push the limits, but most importantly, give it your very best on a daily basis. That is the straightforward formula to join the winners’ club.
My style of racing feels like meditation in motion and often releases a multitude of orchestral sounds like my pounding steps, snot rockets and heavy breathing. An elevated cadence driven by a dangerously raised heartbeat, lungs screaming, legs burning, head spinning, lactic acid brewing in the stomach, taste of blood in the mouth, teeth grinding, mind playing tricks and trying to slow the body down. I love it all. I never let my body tell me what to do. My mind is always boss. ‘Mind over body’ has always been my motto while racing. When I race hard, I go into a state of trance and become numb to the pain.
Racing hard is not for the faint-hearted. The effort has sometimes been so violent that my mouth filled with a sticky bile that resembled the energy gel I had just choked on. Sometimes my mouth was so dry and my jaw so locked up from pain that it stopped me from saying even one word. You also don’t take toilet stops when you want to win; you just release in your tri suit.
The pain in races sounds like a booming rhythmic drum to me, but the spectators only hear wet foot slaps and grunts. Racing hard means dealing with cramps so pronounced that they seize your entire body. Muscles so stiff that they feel torn. A back almost paralysed by the stabbing pain. Blisters so severe that the skin falls off your feet. When I get close to passing out, my cadence no longer matches my breathing rhythm and the technique drops as well. This makes me look like a malfunctioning marionette, and it is all but the harmonised concert you witness when the pros perform.